Routine

I hate routine and this revaluation just hit me, which is a little absurd to me. I was just reading an article about why people love travel and why travel is associated with happiness for a lot of people. It hit me that I am continually searching for the next job or next move because I genuinely like change. It drives me slightly crazy that my job doesn't offer me enough of this. Don't get me wrong there is change in my job, but the annoying change. For example, my boss or client changes their mind on how they want something done after I just spent 2 days doing it the way they originally told me to do it. That is definitely not the change I'm looking for. I want routine breaking change. I don't want to wake up at the same time anymore. The other thing about routine that kills me is the lack of freedom I feel when I'm forced into a routine.

I understand that some people freak out without routine and I appreciate those people, I am just not one of them. I feel more like myself when I'm free to attack each day in my own way. Now I just have to figure out how to live freely without routine, without someone else dictating my day to me, and make money too. Cause as much as I love my car its not really where I want to wake up every morning.